Im fasting today

Im so thirst...I miss my COFFEE :/

COLD water~~~

ICE CREAM~~~

My Dinner for today :

My mum cook some thing special today ;(

Yea ..I cant even look at it , 

Mum cooks always good even it was yesterdays one..

but today INTAKE:

a glass of Sugar Cane Juice

coffee with milk

yea that all

today all in control

(*.*)

Im not hungry today after dinner

I manage to stay away from the dining table,I quickly sit in front of the TV...But I still can smell it from there,even now that food still calling me....But Im not that hungry enough to eat..im in number 2 hunger.

I can do it..

I have an event to attend

and I really want to look the best on that day!!

I cant mess it up like I did before

I dont even looks good in picture

but they dont understand it

they keep taking it   :[

but I

 BELLA MAKE A PROMISE TO MY SELF THIS YEAR EVENT WILL NOT BE THE SAME  

AGAIN