Monday, July 2, 2012

Full of disappointment.


Hello Monday!
       Today felt very calm, I do not feel hungry even though the sound of my stomach surprise me out of bed in the morning. I start the morning with a cup of tea and a glass of plain water.
      I want to share my latest discovery in Youtube, about One doctor that manage to change ED people in just 4 days! .. I have spent my whole morning and noon on Youtube. I watch it until the last episode, I feel very disgusted with my self . I know I'm self harm myself, but I want to fell perfect.As I said in my last post Im so desperate to the empty again and again.That make me  feel very good.
     Accordingly, my diet plan today is a slice of bread or a slice of watermelon .Maybe,Its not my time yet to change my diet to the good one I guess.Yea .........im sure that Im still fat for that.
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  1. Lucy's ShadowJuly 3, 2012 at 2:42 AM

    So how did yesterday go?
    ùI hope you had a good day!
    xoxo

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    1. Bella VinviJuly 20, 2012 at 7:37 AM

      so sorry for the delay replay

      Hi Lucy,
      Yea I got depression on that day so...I ate ate ate and non stop about 1 week...there it go..one more yoyo diet happen ..

      Thanks for visiting my lonely blog ..hope to see you mre around :)

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