3 days non stop eating !

Hey
I apologize for the delay in my blog.
Actually in the last days I have been unable to control myself to stop eating.
I do not want to stop eating forever, I know it will lead to death .. I just want to feel empty again.

I really miss it.

so ......... in a few days ago I was eating non-stop!
is not reliable.

I hate every food that enters my mouth!
and I really hate myself at that time.

I was afraid to weigh more at this time because I was afraid to accept the fact how much of a burden that I have over 3 days.

so today ... a new day will begin!
i believe in me!

I think I should buy stock in healthy food .. I ran out of it.

  Oats are very important at this time and I ran out of it!!!

Soo..here some Jeans Thinspiration (:

The New ME

So..im trying harder ..coz i have mess up yesterday! im fasting from food today.

and for my progres for today:
~1 cup of diet tea
~1 glass of bubble tea with green apple(at some local cafe)
~lots of plain water
~i did some combat excersise

How was i?
i think today was okey~~~


But about that mess up yesterday...im out control of my self..~~~
soo..i think i ate about 3000 cals!
owh..shit..i felt so like a pig...and for the most fuck thing is that it dont want to come out from my body!! i think i have to take on emore cup of diet tea for good digestion!


left me your comment,what do you thing about my day for to day :)

p/s: yesterday weight before i binge: 130 lbs

Got to lose more!!

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Welcome :)

My new life started here!

Hi welcome, Im Bella n I 18. This blog dont promote disease.Im just the girl that having ED in my daily life.

Hope for your support and friend that just the same as me.

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